Not a toy

I used to go out often. I frequented the bars where dancehall and soca was played most because this was definitely my type of scene. Usually, it would be by myself because I don't have too many friends. Especially not the type of friends who would go to the after-after parties with me. I used …

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My way

Do you ever feel like you don't know what you are doing? Like you are just going with the motions of life? Well, this is me like everyday. I get up and do what I think I'm supposed to be doing. I watch those around me to see if I'm doing it right. And I've …

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One woman show

Sometimes people ask me the question, What is it that you do? Hell, I don't know. I guess I do it all ... ... I'm a caretaker. My calendar is full of appointments that don't belong to me. I've visited doctor's offices of which I can't even pronounce the practices. I've learned how to read …

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Live or die

I absolutely hate taking medicine. Especially this HIV shit. They told me at the beginning that I would have to take medicine everyday. But damn y'all ... I really gotta take medicine everyday. 😩 It's like this anchor that reminds me daily of my positive HIV status. Sometimes, I like to pretend that it is …

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