Big to me

I already told y'all about my HIV status. And how I can't stand my daddy. Hmmm. Y'all know about these crazy ass niggas I be fucking with. And how I ain't got no money. Fuck it. Sooooo ... I boo-hoo cried in therapy this past week. I mean - It was one of those ugly,… Continue reading Big to me

Real quick

I'm up late tonight. It's adrenaline. And this beautiful sense of peace. I'm coming up on a year of having started this blog. Healing Is Voluntary I didn't know what I was doing when I started. And to be honest, I still don't. But this journey has been beautiful. I beat myself up sometimes because… Continue reading Real quick

Almost over

Imagine that this was your last day on Earth. And now imagine that you knew this your entire life? You knew, from birth, which breath would be your last inhale... Obituary already printed with a sunset date of November 2, 2019 at 23:59:59. Would that change anything? Would that change who you told, "I love… Continue reading Almost over

Never came

Never would I ever think that I would be the one telling the story from this side. But they told us never to say never anyways, so I guess that is where I first went wrong. The second misstep happened when I slept with that dude without a condom. This guy that I barely knew… Continue reading Never came