Healing Is Voluntary

You ever met somebody who had ALL the STDs? Welp, that would be me. Well, maybe not all of them. But I have enough. So you know about the HIV. Blah blah blah. But I wasn't so pressed to tell you about the Herpes part. HS fucking V. I feel disgusting even writing it. But… Continue reading The walking STD

I'm scared as shit to lose my mom. Out of every person here on this Earth, she is the one I can't bear thinking about losing. This is where I get stuck, y'all. In the places that I'm not whole. And this is a big hole in my peace. I'm anxious. I'm worried. I'm scared.… Continue reading My mommy

I already told y'all about my HIV status. And how I can't stand my daddy. Hmmm. Y'all know about these crazy ass niggas I be fucking with. And how I ain't got no money. Fuck it. Sooooo ... I boo-hoo cried in therapy this past week. I mean - It was one of those ugly,… Continue reading Big to me

Imagine that this was your last day on Earth. And now imagine that you knew this your entire life? You knew, from birth, which breath would be your last inhale... Obituary already printed with a sunset date of November 2, 2019 at 23:59:59. Would that change anything? Would that change who you told, "I love… Continue reading Almost over

Never would I ever think that I would be the one telling the story from this side. But they told us never to say never anyways, so I guess that is where I first went wrong. The second misstep happened when I slept with that dude without a condom. This guy that I barely knew… Continue reading Never came

Have you ever been verbally abused? That shit doesn't feel good. I never knew what to call it. I just knew that my dad talked to me (us) very badly. And that it made me bleed on the inside. I would like to think of him differently than this grumpy, mean-spirited demon. But that's the… Continue reading New dad wanted